After she caught us together naked, she kissed me on the lips, probed my mouth with her tongue and grabbed my ass tightly with her hands. Later she se...uced me into as she put it fucking my brains out. Elaine watched this totally shocked, not with me but with Sarah's mom. Elaine joined us, took my cock and came with us. Elaine sat on my bed thinking about what happened today. I sat beside her, held her hand with my other wrapped around her. We finished showering and sat naked on my bed. I bent. She stressed that this was an emergency, so they connected her to the emergency room clerk. The clerk told her that pumping was not considered an emergency, but since she was from out of town they would do it. She would have to pay $417.00 (cash) or get authorization from our company's insurance.Hospital three was a trauma center.Hospital four repeated hospital two, except it was over $500.00.Call five went out to our insurance company (whose 24 hour number our travel itinerary thoughtfully had. But after some gentle probing and a lot of alcohol, he got some “peaces.” The peace about not being engaged and feeling slightly unattractive and unwanted and highly misunderstood by virtually everyone. Finally, I am almost reduced to tears when he grabs my hand and says, “It doesn’t have to be like that. Not for you.” And then, “I’m just staying in a hotel tonight and hotels are so impersonal. I want to see where you live and what your place looks like.” I stand wobbly and slur out, “I’m. Und dafür beneide ich sie. Denn mein ganzes Geld stecke ich in meine Kinder. Denn wenn ich eins möchte, ist es, dass meine Kinder es mal besser haben als ich es bisher hatte.Abends sitze ich dann oft vor meinem Computer, denn ich übrigens mal von Babsi geschenkt bekommen habe. Und stöbere durchs Internet um die reichen und schönen für das was sie haben zu bewundern und zu hassen. Denn ist es nicht ungerecht die einen haben Glück und sind in der richtigen Familie geboren wurden und andere eben.