"I am so glad to bump into you again, Des. I know that over the last couple of years you've been to see Alan in Aldershot, but never at the same time ...hen I was home from college. So what have you been up to?"I gave her a brief, very brief and bowdlerised, version of my life over the last 6 years."Have you still got that posh charity organizer as your squeeze?"I told her that Pippa Goddard had gone to Durham and was now married."Got any other female entanglements at the moment?"I admitted I was. ' do it now you little bitch! or were you lieing again when you promised you'd do what I say!' I went over to him and bent over his knees. and that was the first time my daddy hit me. before he started he pushed me forward so my bum was the only thing on his lap. I was hanging upside down from my stepfathers knee, in my school uniform on a friday night. he began hitting me hard through my clothes. I didn't make a sound. I layed there. motionless. I was too shocked. it didn't hurt.untill he. “We have to be very careful. The cops come in all the time. Three girls got busted last week.”“So, do you prefer black guys or white guys?” I asked.“White guys,” Nicole replied. “Black guys have attitudes. I hate attitudes.”The two strippers on the screen were now taking turns bouncing up and down on the patron’s lap. I casually pulled up Nicole’s t-shirt as I massaged her back..“I so need a message.” I was more than happy to oblige.Nicole stripped out of her t-shirt and repositioned herself on. . !Oh god, my own daughter! Those eyes condemned me.I didn't tell Helen, I'm not sure why. Nor did I speak to Liz about it. In fact, we sat for our regular evening meal and when it was done the kids ran off to their room while Helen started to clean up. I was left with the memories of my daughter naked body and smiling proud face.That next day, approximately the same time, I received another email.When my download indication took a long while my heart beat faster and I wondered if another.