Still others may sense a deep sadness due to the death of their marriage.Nathan could only empathize with the latter as he watched his wife of thirty-...wo years bask in the presence of her boyfriend. He felt the storm of so many emotions churning inside of him screaming to erupt. He could never have shared her. It wasn't in him since neither his heart nor his beliefs would've ever allowed that. Of course he wasn't exactly sharing her now. It had all the aspects of a bad dream, a nightmare he. I have the library to prove it. Still, it would get old if it happened to them every day and I think I’d be concerned about the effect that would have on their self-esteem. I don’t want that to happen.”We thought about it for a few minutes and Tom suggested, “What if one day a week, one of them would be ... shall we say ‘available’? They could alternate weeks. The rest of the time they could just tease the hell out of us. I have to tell you, I have been going crazy this week. I came as close to. “It’s just for a little bit. Since I’m at home alone this weekend I thought it would be cool to have a couple people over. Don’t worry, you’ll like them.”“I guess it’s okay.”Patrick answered his front door. Two guys came walking into his kitchen right behind him. I didn’t know who they were.“Viv, this is Rob and Mark. They’re in my gym class.”They both said hello and I returned the greeting. I felt a little uncomfortable because I thought I wore too provocative clothing and they seemed to. Woke up at 8 am and after breakfast, went to meet some friends and came back around 1 pm. Dad had also came back from the office from lunch and went back around 2 pm.Me and mother both finished our lunch and relaxed for a while. My room is in the first floor of the house adjoining to my sister’s room, with an attached bathroom.Mother’s and dad’s bedroom is in downstairs around 3 pm I went downstairs to have a look and saw my mother sleeping. I went near her and lied down.I had no intentions of.