After days of picking from different stacks and perusing from a big list of subjects, Porter found himself drawn to discussions of the nature of the B...ue. The librarian was quite helpful, and he had a small stack of thin books kept in a nice little pile just for him.His life had reached an idyllic peak, but the library was proving to a vexing problem began to ring muted alarms. On one hand, he would crow how much more wonderful could life be than to practice with Fane in the morning, his cat or. The thought of primitive people simply doing what comes quite naturally such as engaging in unprotected sex without any considerations involving the prevention of unwanted pregnancies is not suprising, particularly when the aim is to continue civilization and that requires an admission and ultimately ending in an outright embrace of our basest impulses that are a large part of the human condition, it's very easy to overlook the ability to experience ecstasy during the act of sexual congress. The CIA saw to that. In the end, though, I was only important to them until I wasn’t.It was just that I expected to see Tara and Cary with Tina in tow, instead of my friend and business partner. I’d been away from the world for a long time. It was not out of the realm of possibility that my family would make the trek from Winter Haven to Tampa to meet me.My disappointment was overshadowed by the truth. Edwina was already gone. She ran off with a boy capable of giving her something I couldn’t.. It has been a long time since I have ever made love to you, and in all honesty my sex drive was through the roof. The thoughts continued, to the best of my memory, but we all know that we never remember things they way they happened. My thoughts may have exaggerated the memory, but regardless it still had the same effect. I was wet. And you were not here. My mind shut out the noises around me and my breathing began to increase. My hands began to wonder my own body, imagining the very thought.