We had a one-room cabin, soz I knew what grown-ups did at night besides sleep, but I wuz not able ta do that yet. Elizabeth wuz willin', soz she moved...inta my bed, but 'bout all we did wuz sleep, though she wuz kind of put-out with me cuz she wuzn't gittin' what her sister Sarah wuz gittin' from Pa. I told her ta be patient, I'd git ta her as soon as I could keep my pecker hard long enough. We did do a lot of feelin' each other up, though, just ta see what the other one wuz really like.Pa must. I was usually at home by now, in bed by myself just wishing I had some dick. Maybe I could turn this into something. I was brought out of my daydreaming and back to reality by the sound of their engine turning over and then firing up. Slim was sitting at the wheel of their car keeping it running as Bubba unhooked the jumper cables and tossed them back into my trunk. As he closed the hood on both vehicles, he called out to Slim "Follow me back to her house." When he got back in the car,. She was 38 years old educated but a home maker with 2 kids with an alcoholic, abusive husband who never cared for her happiness. He was always busy with work during day times and at night times used to drink and abuse her for no good reason. Later she found out that he was having an affair with a women who was from his native place. She was depressed and used to tell her problems to me sometimes. She was really ashamed to tell all this to her family or her female friends. She used to confide in. I had been the victim. I hadbeen emasculated. I had lost everything. I had been committed to a nuthouse. I had been transformed into a maid. I had been sexually,physically, and psychologically abused at the hands of my wife. Her AwakeRoom and crib and hood paled in comparison to it all. Why imperil myrelatively clean conscience with denying her a chance to be cured?The first game ended. The ageless Tom Brady and New England Patriots wonyet again.I don't know why, but I slowly walked upstairs;.