Safe at last! What a wonderful feeling that is. My emotion welled up and as I started to cry once again, Samantha understood and held me tight.The wat...r started to chill so we retreated to the bathroom to dry one another. It was my first opportunity to touch Samantha. I was breathless with excitement as I touched another woman for the first time. I could feel myself becoming very wet between my legs. My clit popped from it hood and my cunt lips thicken as I explored her soft flesh. I wrapped my. .. uh not at all, " I said, almost relieved that I didn't have to go to lunch with her after what just happened. I stood up quickly."By the way, there is going to be a little party at my house on Friday night. I live on Monroe Street just across from the entrance to the campus. Everyone knows where it is. See you about eight?"I assumed the party was to greet the new staff. "Yea... sure, " I said before I could think of an excuse not to go. As I stood trying to get my thoughts together, I heard. They'd get so rambunctious, and I'd bring them here and make them run off all that steam so they'd take a good nap in the afternoon." I felt a wistful smile tug at the corners of my mouth. "I guess those days are over--until I have grandkids, that is."Memories crowded my mind. Jeff in the sandbox, designing intricate roads and tunnels for his toy cars. Jenny, throwing her arms over her head in triumph the day she finally dared the big slide all by herself. Pushing them both on the swings until. Seeing all her prettyclothes brought up all those old feelings. Knowing that Maria and Iwere close to the same size only fueled my passion, until I acted on it.I've been dressing in her stuff any chance I've gotten. Jackie, I'vedone a lot of soul searching since then, and I've come to therealization that I want this. I want to be a girl. I'm trapped in thisbody and I can't escape it." I started to cry. Jackie came over andgave me a hug."Wow, Mel. You really feel like this, huh?" I just.