The knocking stopped“Oh, thank god they’re finally done.” Said Adam as he started to settle back into slumberI too followed him again in a spoon...ng position we napped until late in the afternoon when my phone woke me up.“Ugh, who is it?” I said disgusted that they woke me from my slumber, the speech woke Adam too“It’s mom” Said my mother who sounded a bit hesitant“Hey mom what’s up?” I said“Listen could you hand the phone to Adam’s mother please?” She said“Ok, let me find her.” I said as I. "I am also sorry that I am late and I am glad you waited for me." He is still on his knees before me he and hands me the flowers. I look at him and smile. "You will pay someday for making me wait." I tell him in a stern voice. Nicks eyes went right to my feet. Soon as I take the flowers from him his hands fall behind his back. I find myself getting totally wet. I swear that I am so wet that he could smell it. I wiggle my toes in the sandals. I hear him take a deep breath. "Stand." I say to him.. "Why all the tears?" he asked.And I blurted out all my thoughts in one hurried stream that was only interrupted by my sobs as I tearfully told my son what a failure I considered myself. He sat there silently listening to me, his face set in a frown and when I finally wound down he said nothing at all, just looked at me with one eyebrow raised."I'm... I'm sorry Max," I sobbed after a few minutes of his silence, "I'm sorry for being a lousy mother, I'm sorry for being a lousy woman, but most of. Maine ek baar to unka haath apne lund se hata diya,lekin didi ne fir se apna haath mere lund par rakha.ab mujhse bhi bardaash karna mushkil ho raha tha.ab main didi ke upar lait gaya aur unke gaal par pehle kiss ki,fir unke honthon par apne honth rakh diye.didi ka sharir bahut tap raha tha.jisse aaj main shaant karnewala tha. Tabhi didi ki neend khul gayi aur unhone mujhe apne upar dekha to kuch nahi kaha kyouki wo nashe mein thi aur itni himmat nahi thi unme mujhe hataane ki, ab main apne ek.