Then for the first time i tasted her juices, she had a very sweet juicy pussy. I jerked myself as i went from 1 finger to 2 and worked her clit with m... tongue. It drove her wild to multiple orgasms. I licked and licked until my tongue hurt, then moved over her and slid my cock inside her. She gasped as she took my length. I moved over her and began thrusting rather fast. I should have cum in a minute or less but i managed to prevail. We moved round the bed, from missionary to doggy, to cowgirl. My mind always started to be in a dream with him.I started imagining that he is closer to me and started fantasizing him. I questioned myself, “Hey all these are related to infatuation? Or sexual attraction on the opposite sex as I am missing real sex with my hubby?” After thinking a lot and experimenting (masturbating) I felt that my desire for him did not come down.I felt that this is some special feeling I am having on Kishore. My desperate helpless situation killed me a lot. Lost focus on. Great. A fat, greasy man was looking at me from down the bar. Looking hungry. This I did NOT need. Not to be hit on in this sleazy bar, not to have someone coming on to me, trying to touch me, seduce me. Someone wanting to run his coarse hands over my tits and down my ass, press his wet tongue past my lips, grind his hard cock into my wet pussy. Oh my god. I was really, really horny. That guy was coming over, and I wanted to fuck. Just fuck. I couldn’t wait for him to put his hands all over me.. It was … pretty awful. Neither of us had a clue. We tried again, but it was still … painful for her. And embarrassing for me.’ ‘I met another girl in first year. Carol. She seemed like a free spirit. I thought it would be better, with her. But it was more of the same. Awkward.’ I fell silent. – ‘So maybe Kasia was a good thing. I don’t mean the lying and the … you know. But the sex must have been good, right. She said you were … I’m sorry, am I embarrassing you, Dean?’ I just blushed. .