He tried curling up on his side – uncomfortable – and throwing his legs over the end so his knee pits were on the arm rest – also uncomfortable....Eventually he just left his legs hanging over the arm rest, made himself not think about how uncomfortable it was, and trusted his exhaustion would overtake him.Paul was in that deep inky black sleep that has no dreams and leaves you feeling more alive somehow...if you aren't woken up in the middle of it. And then BAM! Somebody landed on Paul,. "why are you so quiet?" they asked. "Um, I kind of have to pee... like kinda bad" I sheepishly admitted. I started shifting my weight from one foot to the other, like a subtle pee pee dance, and pressing my thighs tightly together. The pressure was getting worse and I could feel my pee right near the edge, I was clenching and unclenching, making an effort to not relax and leak into my panties. I hope no one else was noticing my butt and thighs clenching! At least it was night time & everyone. Stands at 5’5” and weighs around 130lbs. I breeze walk to every chance that I get to loosen up my belly fat. I do not smoke and drink occasionally. I worked in a manufacturing firm as a plant manager which I am entitled to travel a lot to visit our various plants in the country. My wonderful story started right after the holiday season and at the beginning of the year 2012. My two k**s left early for school and as I enter my front gate after a 30 minutes walk, my wife Jen was about to leave for. Doctor Monsen had checked me over thoroughly, giving me a clean bill of health. At that point he went on to describe the method I would be using to transform my self into a young female. First came an injection of highly concentrated female hormones, which would be repeated each month. Next came my prescription for a daily dosage of hormones, which would begin a feminization, both physically and mentally, of my whole persona. According to Doctor Monsen I was a perfect candidate, having already.