I was frightened that she’d just abandoned me and I spent the time pacing around the island and up onto the knoll to look out for her, feeling absol...tely miserable. I even swam out to her favourite rock and spent an hour calling out for her at the top of my voice. I huddled in my bed in the ruined villa each night crying piteously and feeling more desolate than I had ever felt in my life.She returned on the third day. I dashed down to the beach to greet her in unfettered joy. I didn’t exactly. He sent me a picture of them, and both looked very happy.When I arrived at JFK Airport, Tom and Susan were waiting for me. I hugged and kissed Tom on the cheek when I saw them, but deep inside of me, I felt like kissing his lips, and of course, I didn't do that.Mom was also in New York, so I met her that afternoon. She had booked a hotel room in Manhattan and had asked me to stay with her, which was the best thing to do as I would not be faced with any temptation if I had to stay with Tom.The. ’ ‘You’re just being controlling. You’re around me all the time. You don’t even give me a chance to breathe. I’ve always been an independent person but you seem to want to take that away from me.’ I threw that together on the spur of the moment because I just wanted a night out with my friends, my older-than-Jeff friends. I probably should have tried that but it didn’t seem equal to the weight of trying to control me. ‘Would you like to change your, argument, before I get my opportunity? I’m. I guess they left pretty soon after that.Lu knocked on my door and I asked her to come in. "I knew it all along. I told them that it couldn't have been you. I just knew it." Then she threw her arms around me and gave me a big hug. Well, she came about up to my chin, and she tried to hug me around the broadest part of my shoulders, and she had included my arms in her hug, so she didn't get her short little arms all the way around me. Not hardly. I could feel her breasts against my upper stomach.