"Ugh damn Phil, why did you have to do something sweet today out of all days!" I was confused to see this message but read the next one. "Whatever Phi..., remember when I said last night you are going to pay dearly for looking at me? We'll you're so lucky, since you did something from your heart and cleaned for me. I'll give you two options..." The text message got cut off because of it length. I waiting anxiously to see what the hell mom was babbling about. Then I heard the beep on my phone. Since you had a bowel movement and your pajamas are still clean, you are getting your menu upgraded. We have oatmeal, grits, liquefied eggs, and real chicken broth. We need you to eat as much as you can until you are full and then continue to drink the broth.If everything stays down and your diaper stays dry, then you will get a surprise before you go play rubber ducky with Kelly.”Ah. I don’t care if Kelly tells everyone and posts it on Fakebook, my rubbery ducky is just part of my stays in the. ”“Nope, we never got naked together. We did a lot of things, but not this.”“If you haven’t noticed, you’re not naked. You’re still wearing your stockings,” Kyle said, and then he grinned.I chuckled, let go of my brother, and fell onto my back. Holding one of my legs up, I rubbed my foot against his chest. Kyle gazed between my legs, causing me to tingle. “If you want me completely naked, you have to take them off.”Kyle ran his hands from my ankle to my thigh. He started rolling my. In a short time I had started to feel strong feelings for this girl, I had fallen in love with her. And just when I thought I had it all, when I thought this couldn’t go wrong, everything was taken away again. My world was colorless, empty again, maybe even more so than before. Day after day, week after week went by without any sight of Meggie. I slowly gave up on the idea of seeing her ever again. I stopped looking out for the yellow sneakers waiting on the platform as the doors of the metro.