'Where did you go, Rebecca?'Are you there with Mr. Bell, today?'Are you smiling again?'Did the sickness relinquish its hold on you?'Are you happy????'...he thoughts that tormented me were all about regrets.What part did I play in causing Rebecca to go completely over the edge?What could I have done differently to keep it from happening?What should I have said, or not said, that contributed to her final, fatal, state of mind?What was she thinking at the end?Why did she hurt us so badly?What did. " i meekly stepped down and watch her dance with this other guy. after a few mins i left and sat down at our table. April came over and said "Matt I'm gonna go to the ladies room." she turned and walked away i saw her enter the men's room and the tall black guy walked in behind her. i thought to myself what is she doing omg why is she in there. after a few mins i saw April come out of the men's room and walked over to me and i looked up at her and saw some white liquid leaking down her chin. And told me to get used to pain because I was not supposed to scream loud because Soniya’s room was nearby.So I tried to keep my voice down.After a few pinches, he turned me around and put a pillow below my crotch. I was still blindfold.Now he lied completely over me and positioned his cock near my pussy hole and started rubbing so that I wouldn’t be able to guess when he was going to put it in and that is what happened. When I thought that now he wouldn’t put it in at the same time he did it.. I knelt, offered my fingers to Blackstone, who at first gave a questioning sniff. He sat, considered, and then threw himself at my hand, with a firm head bump. When I moved back to the couch, he jumped into my lap and purred loudly. Lucy laughed. “You’re made a friend. He doesn’t usually get that demonstrative to other people.”“Well, it’s another kind of happy pussy around here.”Lucy dramatically glared at me. “If you refer to me as Mrs. Slocombe and Blackstone as her pussy, I’ll cut off your.