"Son," Mack said. "I don't know what you did them years — and I don't need to know. Whatever it was, it wasn't enough to earn your last year. But yo... got to find something to focus on. As bad as your life is, always remember there are those worse off."I knew he was right, but I wanted to wallow in my self-pity for awhile.Ellie wasn't about to let that happen. The week before Christmas she cornered me at dinner."I want to show you some pictures," she said. "I know we hardly mention Beth — we're. " After a few minutes of discussion the meeting broke up, each went their separate ways trying not look conspicuous as to their intentions.A few hours later outside the queen's chambers, two cloak clad individuals snuck up behind a very exhausted and nearly asleep midwife who was sitting in a gnarled wooden chair outside the door. As the midwife nodded off for the final time, one of the intruders placed a cloth covered in Wiltroot, a herb only known to dark elves and a few privileged others.. She had come to realize that in her Master’s eye, giving her to another was the highest measure of his love for her, and his desire that she always be sexually charged and satisfied. She realized that being traded away was the ultimate amount of control he could have over her, dictating the very safety and use of her body, and the intimacy that she would be giving and receiving from another man. Taking a deep breath, she started the car and sped off into the setting sun of the evening. The. I realised Dave could see how much of him was inside me. I was having to judge based on how much I had lowered my hips. Which realistically meant I had almost no idea. I started slightly lowering and raising my mid section very slowly. Dave's hands were still on me offering some guidance. When I lowered myself Dave didn't pull down but it felt like his hands were subtilely inviting me and when I raised myself he would slightly loosen his touch. His guidance was making this much easier and I was.