I was inside my house and still dressed like a man. "Dana please let me?" I was interrupted before I could finish."Joannie you know the rules. Don't m...ke me embarrass you in front of all your friends," Dana said in her always reserved and calm voice."What are you girls talking about?" Angie asked."Why don't you let Angie and all the other girls know what we are discussing Joannie," Dana said."When I am home I must be dressed like the woman I am," I said with utter embarrassment. "I must be. ‘Where do you get those wonderful toys?’ He asked, referring to the cute blonde. She smirked, stroking one hand up and down the arm of the girl curled up against her. ‘The bargain bin, the same place I found you.’ The court around her laughed and Michael clutched at his chest dramatically, taking the dig with good natured humor. It only took a minute for the waif to return and hand him an envelope. He opened the envelope, thumbed through the bills inside, and smiled at the blonde, who didn’t. Hidden deep in the undergrowth was a concrete base, which was probably a building some years ago, I sat down and pulled out another cigarette, and offered him another, he said his name was Tim. We were sat on this concrete wall and he put his hand on my leg again, I looked at him and he was smiling, he moved his hand up my leg, and to be honest I was getting hard, I looked at his crutch and he had a big lump in his trousers.I said I'm not gay I'm happily married and he replied that it wouldn't. They know that kids of my generation always sneak alcohol and weed into the parties. My house is kind of a like a flop house. Everybody comes and hangs out. My parents don’t mind me entertaining. I guess they like to know what I’m doing. They’re definitely into safety. I know my friends parents like that my parents are always home.I had invited my six best friends and their boyfriends over for a swimming party. Everybody came over about five o’clock. My mother ordered pizza and had other snacks.