I was on my back now and he rolled to his side facing me. As he rolled into me, his knee crept up my leg and wedged my knees apart. He kissed me. I wa... so shocked and excited that all I could do was kiss him back.It felt primal, like he might drag me back to his cave. I wanted him to.That’s when my beer-numbed brain woke up. Reality.His hand had already explored every inch of my stomach, he teased my belly button piercing before continuing down to the waistband of my cotton capri pants.I. Given my track record, they’re probably right.’ ‘You and Derrick on the outs?’ ‘No, not yet. I just know that he isn’t `the one’, y’know? What about you and Randy, do you talk about tying the knot?’ Rachel questioned. ‘Oh lord, no!’ Valentina protested immediately, drawing a large laugh from her friend. ‘Randy is a nice guy – for someone. That someone isn’t me.’ She explained to Rachel about her boyfriend’s lack of imagination in the bedroom. ‘I’d go insane dating a man like that,’ Rachel. And now a special thanks to the woman I slept with and led on for the past 9 years?" She asked with attitude."I never led you on. You were in this thing with both eyes open, and most of the time leading the way. Do you really think we're OK?" Jared asked, amazed at her denseness."Don't look at me like I'm stupid Jared. I KNOW we were standing on opposite sides of the wedding cake. I've always figured you asked me to marry you to keep me here. Now you want to give me the house to pay for all the. I felt tears burn at the back of my throat,he was begging me to listen utteringwords like,"Please,just hear me out" It was nothing,she is just a fling" all I couldmanage to smother out was "My lawyer will send you the divorce papers tommorow"at which I felt him go rigid,and say,"divorce?it's such a small matter."I whipped around at these words and stared at him," 'small' which part of this issmall for you? my reaction or your mistake?small were my feelings when youwouldn't touch me..small was.