“What?” she asked when I hesitated.“It’s silly, but I feel ... like I am a pretender,” I tried.“A pretender?” she pushed, her eyes showi...g concern.“You look like royalty,” I told her. She smiled, but looked confused.“I feel like I am some peasant pretending to stand next to the princess,” I added with a soft smile.“No my warrior,” she said softly, “You are my shield, giving me solace,” she smiled warmly. She could see that I still felt uncomfortable.“Eric, not every woman get an opportunity to. ..you want to party with us? I figured it wasnt to much harm to check it out, and these guys were into me, so i thought i might get lucky as well. I had to tell them "hey, just one thing, i'm not completely a girl, just to let you know, but i can damn sure get fucked like one" They both smiled and led me inside the front door. When i walked in, i immediately noticed about 8 more black guys inside doing various sorts of things...mostly just drinking and smoking. They saw me but before. Is that all there is to it?'"Well, ' Sara said, "that's most of it. You just keep practicing that whenever you think of it. Ten times every time you remember. And then there's one other thing — you pretend that you have to fart or take a shit, and you try to keep it from happening by tightening up your asshole. Then, you can sort of practice switching from one to the other.'"My boyfriend really likes it when I squeeze him when he's fucking my ass. You mean it's the same thing?' Faith. Simple evolution will see to it that wasps that don't use people as breeding hosts will multiply at a faster rate than those that do. Eventually, evolution will teach them that we aren't a good source of breeding hosts."The room was silent for a moment. Then a murmur slowly filled the room. Everyone began calling out at once. "You mean this stuff won't stop them at all them until after they kill more people? What good is that?"Sam waited for the crowd to calm down. "Yes. You're right. It's not.