I cursed under my breath, called myself seven kinds of bloody idiot, and tried to force myself to calm down. I had to make my freedom much more exciti...g than my torment or she'd bloody leave me here all day, just to make me suffer.The clock on the wall ticked softly for what seemed like an eternity before Rosemary returned, holding a blindfold and something she kept behind her back. Her face a picture of mischievous erotic delight, she looked at me bound, flustered and defeated."What will it. .. I was going to get Fucked!To go back just a few hours earlier. I happened to be masturbating to porn, like usual, and chatting with various men in a gay chat room. It was always fun masturbating while guys watched me. I had my regular guys watching me, mostly guys twice my age. I liked the attention I got from them, they would let me watch them jerk off and send me a variety of pics ( some of themselves or really sexy pics of guys in action ). I needed to finish up and get going to my. I began pushing a little harder. Damn, she was really tight, much more than usual. Maybe having a month with no sex had tightened her up. I slid my hands back and forth around her hips, enjoying the shape of her."Bill? What are you doing? Are you... ? Ohhhh..." The voice faded with a tremor.I tried to blink my eyes as Cindy looked back over her shoulder, only... only she looked different, and a little fearful.I looked down at my hands, squeezing and massaging the youthful, naked hips. The head. It was probably the hardest thing I had to endure in my life.There was no emotion, just... pain as I relived these moments of my life. Then when even these were gone, the pain remained.I was re-experiencing some of my dullest moments of my life, followed by a few odds and ends like embarrassing moments and times I wished I could fly. There was a brief period of nothing, yet I was actively searching my memory for any last fragments... then suddenly I was back in the cave with Lea... "... Has.