Go with your heart and not the brainwashing that is in your head.''I know you're right, it's just difficult to change so much so quickly.'Billy hugged...her tighter and kissed her neck, 'its ok, my beautiful mixed up angel, you do only what you are comfortable with, we won't feel any different in our total love for you.'She twisted round in his arms to kiss him, 'that's what makes it even worse, ' she cried, 'your not supposed to be in love with me, but those guys old enough would never have. Everyone but Lexi and Beth. They had planned things out entirely for the evening. Stepping into the kitchen to be alone, Lexi suggested they continue with the plan they’d made. “It seems to me everything is going well. I’m just almost shocked to see my husband in there talking with other men naked.”“We shared the same men,” Beth whispered as she put some finger sandwiches on a plate. “What did you think of them?”“Jake is a keeper,” Lexi said with a grin. “I got him tuned up and sent him on to. She asked me again will you help me? I reluctantly said yes. I gave her some pills that would put the persan in a mild sleep just enough that his body parts would work. I told her to make love to him and in the morning when he wakes up just say "Surprise! " Well she came home and told me she did it, and that it was great! I was hoping she would just forget about itI looked at her and said: " So what does that have to do with us now? I am sure it's over and she's probally satisfied her. . could set up my work email on my Iphone?" I knew that I could do it myself, but it was the only thing I could think to ask after I blurted out her name. "Sure," Shannon said. I pulled my phone out and handed it to her, as she stood across from me still seated, as I was a prisoner to the chair because my penis was embarrassingly semi erect. She opened the settings app, then inputted the necessary usernames and passwords. "I am going to send myself an email to test it out." I agreed not.