Then he smiled. I got up andwalked around the table to where he was sitting. He patted his lapagain and I sat down. I shouldn't have. I never shou...d have given into him. He rubbed my hips and my sides and then kissed the back of myneck. I fucking love it when guys do that and I swooned, still tryingto resist his touch. His hot breath gave me goosebumps."It's OK," he said. "It's OK."He kept kissing my neck as he reached around me and laid out two morelines."Do these, you'll feel. .."I went out a few times...okay? But I only do this oncein a great while...it's fun, and nobody has ever found out, until now thatis..." I'm sure" mom said, "that nobody ever found out, I mean, you look justdarling as a girl, but why don't I believe you when you tell us thatthis is a once in a while thing? What I mean is, and just looking atyou, there is no way a boy could look as good as you do, dressed as agirl that is, unless he had a lot, and I mean a lot, of practice, andthat means that. That doesn't exactly seem fair, or right, but it is most certainly a big deal."Freddie considered responding, but really, she wasn't wrong. He loved Jade, and he cared for her, but her stay was going to be short and he should have known better than to let this happen again. Finally, he reached his hand to take hers, and gripping it tight."Jade, it's not your fault. This is completely on me. I'm sure this thing with Sam will blow over, but let me try and deal with it before you feel bad. I'm. I was fairly settled in as a private home bound play sissy. He alsosaid having seen me dressed the elusion was tolerable but he wanted toknow how far I was willing to go to "better myself?" I had to honestlyadmit that maybe it was just a silly unobtainable fantasy. At that, helooked sternly at me and said, "Maybe, maybe not."It seems he had found a few websites that had given him renewed interestin "having a sissy." I quickly suggested I might not be the right onefor him, to which he.