I looked quite different now. My hips were wider and my waist seemed narrower. My breasts had growing to a respectable 36C cup. My curly auburn hair w...s almost down to my waist. I still weighed a hundred pounds soaking wet and I was just over five feet tall. I wondered if my plan to play the naive virgin for Ray was still a good idea now that I knew he had read my story."Just because I wrote a story about rape, drugs, and promiscuity doesn't mean that I am that kind of girl," I laughed to. The maid then said, “Oops, sorry ayya.. I am very sorry”.She then took her pallu and wiped out the sambar from my trouser. While doing so, Kaveri constantly pressed my dick to wipe out the curry and in a short while, my dick had started to rise and I was enjoying the maid’s cleavage. I noticed a 500 rupee note that she had between her beautiful tits. Maybe that was hers.Soon I noticed her one day that she was stealing money. During lunch, she again came to my room. The young maid was looking. I felt a river passing through a valley . I got that scene into my mind. We had our lunch we sat on the sofa and asked tell what else . I said you should only say .I asked having ice cream she said of course and brought we were having . I said i like chocolate favour a lot . She said next you come i will get you more . I said i will go she said stay for some more time . I said i need to go while going i asked her no she asked why . I said i want it she gave me . In the night i gave her a. The only "I'm sorry" that really matters, is the one deep inside of my heart, that I hope that you can feel, and hear when I talk to you. That feeling of being alone will be there forever my sweet, because I let you down. I'm cursed to live the life that your mom had mentioned, alone, and regretting not showing you how I truly felt.My life will never be whole again. I will continue to exist, probably for a very long time, but, I'll never feel as truly happy as I did. Three long years, is just.