I didn'twant this to end, I wanted to be his forever. I fantasized about leavingmy male life behind to be Roger's. As I reveled in my fantasy, Roger's...enis touched my prostate, and a massive gout of cum shot from my rockhard member. I moaned in pleasure and nearly collapsed face first intomy own seed. Roger pulled out with a slight popping noise, and sighed incontentment, and I staggered to the bathroom to clean myself up onceagain. I cleaned myself up and dressed. I was vibrating from. The truth was my sexuality wasn’t as simple as I wanted to believe it was. The stories I had written were a testament to my issues. A part of me wanted to be a regular guy. I wanted to be like my father who I imagined kept himself in the missionary position when I heard him ramming my mother upstairs in their bed at night. But I couldn’t keep my imagination in line with the morals my parents tried to impose on me. It was after years of sexual exploration that I realized I didn’t hate Raquel. I. We are lying on our backs side by side and she starts to tell me about the evening. I am going to tell the rest of the story how she told it to me from her perspective. We met at the restaurant and he was already there waiting for me in the parking lot. I was glad he didn’t go in and wait, I wanted to walk in together. When I pulled in, he came over to my car and opened my door and we hugged and kissed. The first kiss sent chills through me. I felt like a teen again going on my first date. All. A number of industries had closed down in recent years or relocated elsewhere in the country. Some of my friends had found employment, some went on to Youth Training Scheme's, some did nothing but I decided to go to College.It was whilst at College that I had my first introduction to lesbianism. It was only brief fumblings back at the houses of friends nothing more serious than that. I didn't consider myself to be a lesbian and had a number of boyfriends in my final year at school. I left.