Then she stood and waited for him to dry himself.He took her by the wrist and led her back to his room, lying down together with her in his bed for th... first time. He watched her fall asleep. It felt personal as kissing.The longer he watched her sleep the more restless he became until he got out of bed and paced for a while. The little smile she never wanted him to see was all over her face. He would have traded the next day of his life to know what she was dreaming.After a while he sat at his. ..i woke up. It started from that thought, and I have progressed over the years. Ive never wanted something so much more than to see this. I started to think back to all those times when my friends flirted a little extra with her or when that stranger in a bar tried to hit on her and pick her up. All of a sudden, I started to realize why that made me so hot in the past . I was starting to understand it. That has started my interest in chatting online about her to others; and more and more. "We shouldn't do that," I said after our kiss broke, but my body betrayed me, and my arms remained around her waist."I know, but I've been lonely, and I do enjoy the attention," she seemed to be holding an internal debate.She had told me earlier about how she and her husband worked opposing schedules, and the only time they spent together was in sleep. How her opinion on kids had come full circle, and having had two previous abortions and a sterile husband, she was worried that she'd never have. The border patrol hauled himinto court, and the judge heard his silly tale. "For my own personaluse", he said. "I'll just smoke it all my self." Patently ridiculous.But wait - where was the evidence to the contrary? The police did notcatch him dealing, just transporting. It seemed more than a lifetimesupply, but how to prove it? Not worth the time and trouble to put himunder surveillance. Maybe he would just smoke it himself for a month ortwo, tying down police resources which could be better.