I took the opportunity to run to the nearestclothes rack and dive quickly into the circular camouflage of sweaters. Isnatch one off the rack and throw...it on myself. As the fabric runs downmy chest my nipples flare up with a huge burst of sensitivity. I was sofocused on them for a second that I had completely forgotten about theburning sensation near my groin when a huge pain hits me and I fallawkwardly to my knees, both hands cradling my penis. I can feel itgetting smaller, my balls shriveling. I know I will get the conversion between KPH and MPH down eventually, but it is still pretty hard to get right in the specific range to be exactly at seventy MPH. I had been using Waze to give me a MPH speedometer to reference.The last two hours passed much like when we were driving around one twenty. We scanned for radio stations to find a song we liked and wanted to sing to. Elena declined to stop at the rest area saying we were almost to her house and she would just hold it. At least I. " Why didn't you tell me last week?" I asked."Sorry, I figured that there was a fifty-fifty chance I wouldn't havethe courage to carry through with it. I didn't want to disappoint you." Well, congratulations! The rest of the evening is on me," I wave toElena, our waitress, "Elena, can you bring us a menu... wait nevermind, I know it by heart by now. A turkey club sandwich and," Aprilholds up two fingers, "make that two turkey clubs."After we've eaten, I ask Elena to bring two glasses of. Would it survive the broken trust of infidelity? I know Sarah would be heartbroken if it didn’t, as would Dave. Looking down at Sarah’s sleeping face I felt a pang in my heart for being the cause of her and Dave’s heartache that might come. What to do? Would it be better to pretend it had never happened and continue on day to day as we always had? That soured my thoughts too though. Living a lie is never easy to do and it wears on your soul. Would I ever be able to look at Sarah again as only a.