Gail had me work with the horses as she was going to put Lucy back to bed, she would have a monitor to keep a watch on her while she taught me how to ...ilk the cows.The morning went to quickly while I was learning to attempt to milk the cows; I don’t know what all she did as I was mucking out the stalls. After the second one the smell was no longer the issue it was at the first one but after twenty of them I knew I hated this part of the job. Playing fumble fingers milking the cows, all three of. I was a little embarrased and suggested to go down to the bar, but Kat said she didn't want to miss the climax of the show and put her ear to the wall so she could hear better. She motioned to me to do the same, so naturally I did as my boss asked. Whoever was next door was really going at it, high and low pitch grunting with lots of yes shouts thrown in for good measure. As the woman next door came loudly, Kat seemed pleased, turned on in fact, and told me that she now needed that drink whilst. I remember clearly the day that I first masturbated while thinking of her. I was in a board meeting and had to call for some financial figures, so Caroline brought them to me …. she leaned over me as she put the papers on the table and then proceeded to explain what were the figures I needed to concentrate on. I caught the smell of her perfume and her silk blouse brushed gently against my arm. Omg! I was instantly in a state of arousal.When the meeting broke up I immediately rushed to the. But then ... it still didn’t fit. If he was a ‘right guy’, where was the ambition? Why hadn’t he finished college? Why’d he end up just lying around shoveling shit? If he’d finished college he would’ve had the credentials to get that good job. Then he could’ve taken care of Chelsea properly. She had to admit; the whole thing was just too totally fucked up.She looked at Chelsea lying in the bed, so helpless, so frail. Looking back at Colton she saw something else, something more. For all that.