Even if it was once just for herself. But then she found she wasn't sure; she didn't know how to, how to do, how to do this, or that. She didn't didn'... know what was right or wrong, she didn't know the rules. I wasn't about to tell her that every doll is different but only the rules remain the same. Not going to tell her that those rules are the ones that I adhere to; to make sure that I help her grow into a doll that she & Daddy will be proud of, a doll other women will be jealous of, one that. Uske baad thoda sightseeing karne wapis agaye room pe dinner k baad as 1st day tha toh thake hue b the.Fir wapis humara pine ka session shuru hogaya and music b laga diya and sab masti chalu thi ab unme se tiks ne kaha k chalo wish game khelte hai. Mere mann me toh jaise gantiya bajne lagi k koi b apni wish keh sakta haiTiks ne shuru kiya- her wish is to dance wid meMe-mai fatt se utha uska hath pakda and apni taraf jatke se khich liya and ek hath me hath and dusra kamar me dalke dance karne. To this day, I do not know whythe rest of us did not join him in venting our anger. Perhaps myreticence rooted in a deep intuitive lesson I absorbed in basic: thebest way to deal with irrational demands is to nod, agree, then expressquiet distress when confronted with your failure to meet expectations.I suppose I will never understand my reasons; but I thank God, myintuition, the Army and the pure blind luck that saved me from Alan'sfate. I did not know anything was amiss until I woke up to. " I cried loudly in his arms as he gave me a big hug. Then, he whispered, "Shhhh, it will be okay. I just can't believe he lost interest in you. Where is that jerk?" I said "He's away on a trip." He wipes my tears and said "Let me make it all better for you. Let me be your baby." as he kissed my lips. He continued to kiss me as he carried me to the bedroom.He slowly laid me down on my bed. I watch as his hands were stroking my legs and he kissed my knee. I ran my fingers through his blonde hair.