My heart was beating audibly in my chest by the time the meal ended. Every lapse in conversation seemed lengthened by my failure in pledging my love. ...here were many pregnant pauses during which I was trying to summon forth the courage to declare my feelings. All of my confusion and lack of response ended up wearing on us both so much that by the end of the meal neither of us was quite as bright and chipper as we had been at the start.An uncomfortable nervous silence had settled over us by the. I don’t mind.”Allie thought that was so sweet of Alex that he wanted her to stay and share that with her. In truth she would have been a little hurt if he didn’t want her to stay since they had shared every important event since they were born.Allie sat on the foot of her bed in her bra and panties watching her brother undress. She thought he looked so cute naked. Alex lay on his bed and started rubbing his erect cock with the palm of his right hand. The feelings Alex were getting were like. “We have to go… You said it yourself…” “Yes, I know. But later…” I said in a low voice, right next to her ear, smelling the sweet scent of her long brown hair.She looked at me, in silence, and it was unbelievable how I already could instantaneously tell when she wanted to say something but couldn’t.“Tell me,” I touched her forehead with mine, and our eyes connected.“I… I’ll… I’ll have to keep my sarong on at the beach…”“And why is that?”“You are getting me… You’re making me wet… They’ll see…”. My grades began to improve slightly and I had begun to take more of an interest in what Ellen was wearing, her hairstyles and so forth. She enjoyed the compliments. Something about me was 'off' however.As proof, I was now applying a new coat of hardener on my nails every day and they got buffed between coats while I was curled up on the couch.*When did I begin curling up like a girl?*They gleamed like jewels and I was very pleased but they were becoming so LONG and my hair so THICK. Surely I.