Her memory sometimes seemed to completely disappear as she became more and more disoriented. I came home from work several times to find her car in th... garage but the house empty. I can’t begin to tell you how frantic that made me. ‘One of our ideas was to have a party with our neighbors. Once everyone had a drink I asked for quiet and began to tell them of Lizzie’s condition. I could hear the gasps as I described what we, but mostly she, had been through. I finished by asking for their help.. So when the presidents secretary sat down at my table where I normally sat alone I looked around for someone holding up a camera. You see I was the mail boy, pranks as the others called them, or hazing as I liked to call it were a daily part of life. She on the other hand was the type of secretary porn tries to capture. I had never seen her in anything but a black suit and skirt that was as tight as it was short. Her hair wasn't always up but when it wasn't the boys in the office thought it was. “Where’s Bob?”“I don’t know. I’m afraid to go find him.”“What?”“I know what you were talking about, now,” said Ronnie.“What was I talking about?” asked Alex around a bite of banana.“About wanting to let him do everything.”“Oh,” said Alex.“I feel like I started down a hill, but it’s muddy and I can’t stop, and I keep going faster and faster and I’m scared to death I’m going to fall and kill myself.”“It won’t kill you,” said Alex. “It didn’t kill me.”“Alex, I’m a virgin! I’ve always been a. This week, she convinced me that my progress was complete and I was nowtotally passable as a female and that it was time to introduce Olivia,to the world. She planned on getting me dressed and pretty and thentaking us to a movie Saturday night. She had me convinced, that nobodywould ever know and for some reason, the idea of being dressed and outin public really excited me and I agreed.All day Saturday she had me prepare for the night as Olivia. We talkedabout how things would go and what to.