I want my friends to have fun. So just stand still and I’ll get you ready.” Daddy told me.He took one of the traps and released it from my sore ti.... I screamed because all the blood rushed back into my blue nipples where the blood had been cut off. I knew I would have a bruised tit when it was all over, but I did it for my Mistress and daddy. He took the other one off of me and I screamed again.I saw the black men getting naked and one of them had brought my mattress out from my bedroom. They. It is Christopher’s death that has finally allowed me to see past your smoke and mirrors. Don’t look like that. I’m not depressed. Relieved. Happy even, if that’s at all possible. Fear of loss is so much harder to bear than the loss itself. I ache each day for him but it is nothing compared to the ache I felt when he was alive. Don’t cry and don’t pretend you too are not a little relieved. Who’s being cruel? You held my boy at arms length, fearful to get too close. He accepted me as I am, as. Ugh! Yes, creams like Veet & Nair work, but theresults are transitory. Much better is waxing or, if you have the moneyand dedication, laser treatment, or a combination of the two. There arebeauty salons that will treat men; mine takes me in either gender role.Regular body waxing is not pain free, though the more often it is donethe less the pain; dependant on what you want to present to the world,so you chose the options. I prefer, as a minimum, full leg, arms under-arm, top of chest and. Cassandra was squeezing the lump in Eric's pants, softly, as if trying to judge the size of it. Everyone stepped or leaned in closer to see the bulge even better.Allie and Kristin both made a comment, asking how it felt."It is so hard. Thick. Wow! Thick!" Cassandra seemed awestruck.Kristin giggled knowingly, saying, "You should see it!"Cassandra's head spun to look at her. "Really? You wouldn't mind?"Kristin hadn't meant that as an offer to actually see her guy's dick, but she couldn't back.