With the slightest pressure I pressed the tip of my tongue between his lips and he readily greeted it with his own as he pulled me closer with his han... gripping the back of my head. His fingers wove through my hair as our kiss grew more passionate and I ran my hand along his shoulder and down his chest. I barely pulled my lips from his and I looked him in the eyes; I whispered into his breath, “Hey…” and glanced my eyes towards the backseat. His eyes widened with a touch of nervousness, but. Can't let people think we're nuts by telling the truth." Preparing food proved to be tougher than he thought as he burned six slices of toast, a dozen eggs and four slices of bacon before getting it right. With the kitchen cleaned up all on his own by the time the kids got up, they were none the wiser. After Harriet went to Jake's job and the kids were off to their daycare of a pre-school bus, he wrote himself a note reminding himself that the bus only delivers to school and that she'd have to. I had agreed to be trained as a boy by this man who i now thought of as ‘Sir’. Every time i thought about him i also thought about what it meant to serve him and be subservient to him. It was a new me i was discovering. No longer a confident businessman, not an intelligent, charming man and lover. Just a boy. It made me feel queasy to think about it, but queasy with a nearly constant hard-on. Just thinking about him telling me to do something or holding me firmly in his arms while i sobbed like. No feelings involved.”“Was it ever actually enjoyable?”“Yeah, of course; some of the guys, and most of the girls, that I went with tried to make sure I had a good time. I counted those occasions as us fucking each other rather than me merely being a piece of meat to give the guy his payday, and it was sometimes awesome, I’ll admit it. Most of the time, I just got used. The blowjob scenes were just that, a pretty girl sucking off an older guy so that other losers could watch the vid and jack.