But this sense was eating me from inside. And I have no idea what to do.Putting all these thoughts aside, I went to grab my gym back which I joined a ...ouple of days before. I decided to tire myself physically so that I stop overthinking.This might be just my boredom which is making me doubt things. An existential crisis is something that is not so rare. But if I am dead tired and busy with things, probably my mind will not wander much.However, this was not working as much as I like it to. But I. "I simply smiled and said okay, turning back to watch the sun disappear behind the horizon. The pool lights came on automatically as the sky darkened. I pushed her refilled glass closer to her, and we continued to chat. The talk had started turning a little more flirty, now that she was sure that I would appreciate her looks. Ashley looked around the yard at the tall privacy fence surrounding us."I like the seclusion you have back here." She said.I told her that I intentionally picked this. One man caught my eye, his eyes traversing my form and settling on my legs, that excited me, I liked to have men want me, and I could feel my nipples harden, as I imagined his hard cock pushing in behind me, 'He wants to fuck me', flashed through my hot and fevered mind, and my upper thighs clenched as if trying to grip his imaginary cock, as it effortlessly pushed against my wetting pussy.I put my glass down slowly and with a calculated deliberateness, looked directly at him, a challenging. We hadn't said much to each other throughout the trialThe prosecution's case was simple, boiling down the situation as 'willing during the sex act didn't mean willing'. My lawyer hammered away at the prosecution's witness, making sure the jury understood the girl had come to my house knowing what could happen. In fact, I was on trial because she EXPECTED it to happen.Sophie invited one of her sorority's pledges back to the house. When the volleyball teams and I partied, the girl was swept up in.