After my explanation, there was a long silence between us. But I was unable to stop undressing her.She had a dusky matt smooth skin which I want to to...ch, juicy lips I wanted to suck, boobs, I wanted to caress them badly. As I was imagining my bulge was out and Mona asked for water. I immediately got up to get her water but she noticed my bulge in felt very embarrassed.She gave me a smile and said, “See I told you, you were undressing me.” I couldn’t utter a word after that accident. We. . I d-don't know about this..." Determined to hold firm, I cut her off. "Mom, you remember what Dad always used to say before he spanked me?" Before she could answer, I did. "He'd say, ' If I didn't love you so much, I wouldn't be doing this . Dad meant that, too... that's why I couldn't ever stay mad at him for long, no matter how much my butt hurt when he was finished." "I remember," she whispered. "He -- Bill used to say that to me, too." "Well, Mom," I continued, reaching out to take. I sat back down with a plop, nearly missing the couch entirely. I wiped my nose with the back of my hand and sniffed hard. It was no use trying to disguise the fact that I’d been crying. ?What is the meaning of this???It’s simple Kenny,? my wife said. ?Carlos and I are lovers.??How long?? I choked up.?Is that really important???How long?? I demanded, starting to feel angry.?A year and a half.??A year and a half!? I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. My wife was fucking another man for a year. For a long period of time Ruth did not see a soldier who was not missing an eye or a leg or an arm. Many of them existed almost in a state of insanity. The crazier ones were the most difficult to deal with. It was not uncommon for Ruth to have to rebuff an attack by some crazed old-young-man in order to save her life.It was not until Ruth stopped to think about it one day about six months after she had returned from the SS Kamp that she realized that there was probably a reason why all her.