He says he needs to go dark. I agree. I delete and block him from my chat program.*****Losing Patrick like this has been difficult. I'm so used to hav...ng him to talk to that not having him there is a huge hole in my day.I'd be flat-out lying if I didn't acknowledge that the funk I've been in for the past month isn't, in large part, due to this relationship ending. I know I've been mourning the loss of him; I feel the loss to my core.He knew me. He knew my thoughts, my quirks, my body.... Jenny took her shower and put on a pair of silk pajamas. Then she got a bottle of wine and the two of them curled up on the bed to talk some more. Within a few minutes the time and distance between them had all but disappeared. They had talked non-stop for three hours about every subject but one... sex.Finally Erica brought it up, anxious to know more about Jenny's adventures. "So tell me more about this guy whose face you were sitting when I called." Oh Tim," Jenny giggled. The wine was having. A brief time later, I felt my climax coming on, before I had the urge to cum, I decided to join them in the pool. So, I went out into the backyard, naked and with my erection. I, immediately approached Karen and started to suck on her big nipple while she was stroking my cock, a short time later, Karen was screaming in my ear:"YOU'RE COUSIN IS AMAZING! I'M GOING TO CUM ALL OVER HER FACE! I'M GOING TO CUM! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I felt like I was caught in a spotlight as her eyes bore into mine."Um, nothing much. A few pints down the pub. You?"She smiled coltishly and played with a loose strand of hair. "Nothingplanned." Then he gaze turned back onto me. "Unless you want to ask me outto dinner."And so I did. And my life was changed beyond recognition.We went out straight from work catching the tube up to the West End andhaving a meal in Chinatown. I had spent the afternoon with a whole swarmof butterflies in my.