He wondered where it would all lead. He wasn't sure but his inner self wastelling him to stop taking the blockers. As mush as he liked the peacefulfee...ing of no sex drive and the contentment that he was feeling all thetime, he wondered what was going to happen to him if he castrated himselfchemically and there was nothing left. Nothing left. Nothing, right? He sat there and carefully applied a lightfoundation and then blush and then did his eyes. He was thinking aboutlavenders and did his eyes. Crosby trotted off towards his office to put the plan into action while Gabel took Bobbie and the kids to the practice ring where the tigers had already been released from their individual cages and were waiting.Acting on a premonition, Andy Cartwright asked Gabel to be left alone with the great cats and asked him to send down Miss Collier and Tom as soon as they arrived. Although her remark injured his pride a bit, he had absolutely no compunction about leaving them alone with the tigers. He. I reveled in our passionate kiss until she pulled back, a single strand of clear saliva connecting our mouths. "You are an incredible delight Beauty and you are an amazing ponygirl. Between us girls, if you ever decide to leave that so-called Master of yours, you would always be welcome in our stable. I would be overwhelmed to own a mare like you and I know Bryan would love to have you as well."Mistress Anna was so beautiful and kind. She truly made me feel good and I wanted so badly to remain. He was a fan of the female body, but not in the way other men were. He appreciated its form, its curves, its texture, more like an artist appreciates a beautiful painting or a sonnet. But in real encounters, it always seemed to dissapoint him, like a lessen version of what he perceived beauty to be. People were flawed, their bodies were flawed, and that which he desired was above all.Slowly but surely, he became secluded to a small place near the forest. He had a job, enough to keep him going,.