The discs were a small part of my ever-expanding home library. Melissa thought my "porno addiction" (as she called it) both funny and a turn on. At ho...e, she would sit at the computer with me from time to time and check out the pictures and letters I was downloading. Most of the time, I wore a pair of cut-off shorts or the thin gray shorts that served me well for major flashes. After Melissa stressed that I should be as comfortable as I wanted to be around the house, I took to wearing my boxers. And besides, I really don’t think Tina cared for me at all. She couldn’t wait for me to get off her. Am I that bad a lover?” That last line was meant to turn the conversation away from Mel as a controlling father figure, and it worked.“Oh, yeah, sorry,” said Tracy, sitting down with a full glass of wine. “I thought you’d really like her, all tall and big like you, and a blonde bombshell, right? She was trying to be nice, kind of for me, you know? A real special favor. But she really doesn’t. Morning me aunty ne mera door knock kiya unko dekhte hi mai dar gaya tha ki ab kya hoga but wo mere room me aa gayi or puchne lagi ki 2 days se kha tha. Maine kuch nahi bola mai chup chap khada tha fir wo boli dekho jo tumne us din mere sath kiya wo galat hai mai tumhe bahut achha ladka samajhti ….Etc bahut kuch sunane lagi.Mai chup chap khada sun raha tha to wo boli kuch bolte kyu nahi ho kyu kiya waisa. Maine bola aunty mujhe aap bahut achhi lagti ho.Maine himmat karke bola mujhe aapki gand. He had the best father in the world, and he had not been able to see it. He had pulled away from his dad five years ago believing in something his mother had said and now he understood it was a lie. He chose to believe it, even though he suspected then that it was untrue. His mother’s issue was with her father.He knew now, his dad had been faithful, and it was his mother who pushed him away. She had not felt worthy of a relationship that lasted longer than her mom’s. His dad hung on for three.