. Iknow that's probably early to ask things like that, but, well, I've hadmy heart broken before." she finished, looking away and at the ground,her fa...e coloring a bit. I grabbed her hand and squeezed it gently, as Ithought for a minute before I answered her. "I..., I'm not sure to behonest. I don't dislike being Paul. I don't feel like I have to not behim, you know? But I kind of think I like Chloe better." I smiled a shysmile, as I looked over at her. "To be honest, I've been consideringsome. He took his key and slid it into the door. He felt a shiver go through his body. He was so excited the anticipation was powerful. He opened the door and the entire house was dark save a line of glowing candles along the floor leading from the door across the family room and to the hallway. He guessed he was expected to follow them. So he did so. They went down the hall and right into the master bedroom. It was all he could do to keep from running into the room. So John quietly stepped into his. The whole street seemed to be old people, and while they all offered nice tea and biscuits, they were rambling conversationalists.He was sick and tired of listening to them tell him about the victims 'lovely son' and 'wayward daughter'. The daughter was always a particular focus, with commiserations delivered about how smart and wonderful she could be if she tried.He pulled his pen out and reached for the doorbell again. He was an inch from the button when the door opened, a distracted female. I do not need you I do not need anyone" Why won't you let me help you Lucas?" Becuase I do not want it so fuck off" You know what Lucas I'm sorry about your parents dying but you can't keep taking it out on everyone" I started crying and said "What do you know about my parent Jason. You never meet them. You do not know fuck all"I ran towards my car becuase I could not deal with all this. I pulled out my car keys and unlocked my door. but Jason stood in the way of me getting in and he said.