Instead of stopping to make this last longer, I began to rub harder, bringing her to her first orgasm. She bucked and squirmed beneath my hand as she ...oaned loudly, biting her lower lip to try and mask the sound. I let her body calm down beneath my finger and watched as she began to sit up. I pushed her back down onto the bed and smiled at her. “I am not done with you yet.” I said with a sly smile. She laid there looking up at me, a bit of fear in her eyes. I could tell that she was the person. I’d like a chance to talk to you about it.’ ‘Not tonight love,’ she giggled. ‘There’s other things to do tonight.’ ‘Can’t we close the door?’ ‘No, one of your surprises is still outside. ‘Surely you don’t expect me to go out and fetch it like this?’ She giggled again. ‘Ooh, what a good idea. Have your first present first.’ She delved into her handbag and pulled out a black leather collar three centimetres wide and encrusted with cheap rhinestones. She wrapped it around his neck, buckled it, and. I ... I don’t even know how many people I killed. All the missions were against military targets ... munitions dumps, supply routes, surface to air missiles ... but not all the people were soldiers. Heavy bombs are indiscriminate. I ... I can’t go back up there without hearing their cries.”“You need to fly. Son, you went through some hard times when you came back. You sank to some level of depravity. But you and Bea have proven that you can rebuild. You needed to reclaim your life for the Lord. I stayed just like that, and after a moment or two she reached out her own hand to me very slowly and just made fingertip contact. Then she suddenly clutched my hand hard, pulled herself up and virtually leaped into my arms.Calm was crucial. I held her and said soothing things: "It's over, it's OK, nothing happened, you're all right," on and on, putting it in the past not only for her but for me. After a bit she started sobbing, first lightly then full out, clinging to me harder for minutes on.