"There was another pause, a long one. "You realise I can't discuss Tom's personal situation, Mrs. Conway?" Would you call me Amy? I don't want to ask ...nything sensitive. It's just ... we had quite a chat before they went off on the current cruise. I don't know how to put this, but I felt I had to ask if he needs ... I felt he needs a loving home." Forgive me, Mrs ... Amy. But aren't you a single mother? Oh, and please feel free to call me John." Yes, John, I am ... a widow. My ... husband left. Maybe I could be with Sara, alone. Maybe the partywas for two - the two of us!I hoped so.Sara's second email that day gave me another list to be completed, yetthat night. I was to go to the stripper boutique again. This time I wasto purchase 3 sizes of butt plugs: a small, a medium and a large. I wasalso to purchase the largest, black penis they carried in stock! Myknees were weak as I read Sara's list. She told me to email her back assoon as retuned with the items. I did not even eat dinner. ‘It was during the second grade when this new boy showed up in school. He was Native-American and Italian being raised by a single Mom, who worked as a bookkeeper for the school district. Everyone started harassing, poking fun at him, and calling him names, just like we all did John. We called him Breed and half breed along with saying, ‘You ain’t got a Daddy.’ Those were all our favorites to make both of them feel inferior to all of us. But something was about to happen that would alter both. Not to put any pressure on you, but I care about Josh more than you can imagine. Frankly, Nicole, I want to check you out face to face. If that's too blunt, I'm sorry."I laughed nervously. "Sandy, if I were you, I'd do the same thing. After all, Josh and I have only known each other for two days. Of course our probes have given us intimate knowledge of each other that often isn't achieved in a long-term relationship. Look, you've been blunt with me, so I'll be blunt with you. Shame on you,.