I loved looking at the glamour magazines in the store. Ihad makeup, pantyhose, cheap necklaces, the scrunchies, the bobby pins. Ihad shoes, two dresse..., skirts. I'm glad they didn't ask me where I hadgotten the stuff. They would have beaten me for having stolen from thestore.Finally, however, the truth had set me free! I felt happy and honest,invigorated, and alive! My cheer was plain on my face!My mom reacted her usual way: she slapped me and said, "You disgrace! Youbad boy! You kill mom!"My. C.She tearfully explained to us that she was still a virgin when she was taken by force from her bed in the schoolhouse and subjected to the ceaseless assaults from each and every male in the renegade band in ways that degraded her and humiliated her right in front of the other hostages and the other escapees that found her circumstances most amusing.Her only positive thought was that the Indians did not require her to kiss or embrace them as they used her sweet and slender body for their. She wants to show the guys she can play poker before she makes a move on one and if she 'plays her cards right' a free weekend is hers!As Sonja wander though the casino she sees a few men around a poker table getting lucky as they are laughing loudly and one shouts "Drinks for the table." (While looking around and smiling at her too.)Sonja slides over and asks them if she may join in. They welcome her in and the first few rounds she just watches as they play. Sonja knows she is good at poker. I felt extremely humiliated and I was sure that I would have to move to another town after this.As it happened that was exactly what happened.It wasn't until late next day that my husband returned. He had packed some essentials the day before because he wanted to leave me, but he decided that since I was the pervert, I'd be the one to leave.He unlocked the handcuffs and told me that we were finished. He was leaving me, or rather ? I had to leave our home and never come back. He told me that.