.......................................................I was where You are right now. ... Tough Place. I remember feeling just like You ... and I was ...n the public service industry and had a Steady stream of Men coming through my car. It was Awful ... to have these Feelings ... and Not do anything about them.Finally I decided ... Enough already !I Knew that one of my co-workers was Gay. I really liked him as a Person ... so I chose Him to be my first.After having a few at the bar ... we went. Besides that ... I loved that old pickle plant and really wanted nothing more in life than to gently guide and manage that old lady into another hundred years of success and prosperity!Also by now, I had realized in my heart of hearts that I needed some sort of permanent escape and independence from my dysfunctional and rather perverse family. Obviously this was not going to be a love match; it was a pure business deal. Everyone, including me, would get something that they wanted and afterwards. The feelings, the textures, the experience had just been so new, so exciting, so... so sensual I got pulled into it."God, I'm so embarrassed. Please don't tell Dr. Bradley. I don't want to lose my job."I felt a hand on my wrist. Les was pulling my hand back to her chest. She asked if she had any reason to be afraid of me. I assured her she didn't and she told me to keep doing it.I took care to be professional and keep my feelings out of it. And then I felt her hand on mine, stopping me. "It. The softness of her ass mmm she is just too good. I started massaging her ass while she was pressing my head onto her boobs. She was moaning and moving her hips in a good rhythm. We were so busy that we had no count on time.Then she entered my undies and started stroking my tool. I was full erect by that time and wanted to get a blow job. She first hesitated then agreed and gave the best blow job in the world. Umm the way she sucks cock is just not less than any porn star. I was squeezing and.