. should try again. Maybe we should try ... dating. Just going out together and see how different we are," she tried tentatively.I was quiet for a whi...e. I wasn't looking at her directly and I was thinking of what kind of answer I could live with. I closed my eyes and let my breath out through my nose."I ... I don't know Molly. I'll ... think about it. That's the best I can offer. I still have a lot of pain from that Saturday rolling around inside me. You said some things that burned me to the. “I’ll be happy for you to prove me wrong.” Quips Sean as he lowers his flies and pulls out a flaccid penis. “Only, he’s a bit sleepy from before, you’ll have to wake him up.” Sean is sitting on my leather reclining chair. He shifts his bottom to the edge before leaning all the way back and opening his legs. You can’t believe this is actually happening. You get onto your knees between his legs and look back at me. I nod with a smile and you feel reassured that I’m more than fine for this to. Would we wear all that well, over the long haul? Would Emmy, six months from now, or a year from now, come to me, embarrassed, and say something like, "Gee, Dave, sorry, but we both know this really isn't working out..."It could happen. People's lives get fucked up every day. Just because we are both totally gaa-gaa over each other at the moment doesn't guarantee that it'll hold up over the long haul. Love can be a fleeting thing.But, hey, maybe my say-so isn't all that important. Maybe Emmy. And lose they did. I tried not to act to happy about it, but I think John could tell I was looking forward to this more than he was or at least as much as he was. The game ends and I start taking off my clothes in a slow strip tease for John and slowly walk into the bedroom. “ My aren’t we in a hurry to be tied up today” he responds. I get on the bed and he ties my hand to the headboard with his silk pillow cases. It is a scary feeling being helpless knowing he could do anything he wanted now.