"When you told me... All that stuff about being myself, and about... How I wasn't being myself... I didn't want to believe it. But then I remembered w...at Brinklady said on Candlelight: that if you don't like hearing something about yourself, it's probably true."Arie nodded."And..." said Trina. "That just... Screwed me up. I didn't... I didn't know what to do. I couldn't believe I'd been... Doing this for so long. I couldn't believe I'd screwed myself up so much." Well..." Derek said. It happened one time in the heat of the moment. We hadn’t wanted to kiss, it made it feel more like we were in an actual relationship, but we talked about it afterwards and decided that kissing just goes with sex. It didn’t mean we LOVED each other that way, it was just something that felt right while having sex. I know what you’re thinking ‘you’re already FUCKING your sister, what’s the big deal about some kissing?’ Yes that’s true, but there’s the kind of kissing you do with your girlfriend,. I was now swaying back and forth, hanging upside down in the middle of the barn, naked from ankles to shoulders. Oh, yes, losing my pants wasn’t enough. My shirt fell down over my arms as I hung there. I tried to get myself loose, but between my shirt and the twisted leather, my arms were pretty well bound and useless, The shirt was hanging in front of my eyes and I couldn’t really see much, but I knew I wasn’t as far up in the air as I thought I would be because as I struggled, I could. She flipped through the channels until she found a movie that was just starting. We put our pillows against the headboard and sat up, leaning back against the pillows.Cindy pulled the sheet up to our waists, covering our legs. She turned off the lamp on her nightstand and the room flickered with the light from the television. The movie she had selected was on one of the cable channels and while there wasn't any real nudity, it was a bit steamy.As we sat staring at the movie, watching a man and.