I took out my pacifier. "Did you do something to me to make it impossible to keep from wetting?" It is another way to bond us together," she answered...."You must always wear diapers until I decide to put you in another trance and undo my commands."For some reason I felt panic until I put the pacifier back into my mouth."Carl and I are going out tonight," she said. "Unfortunately we don't have a baby sitter for you." She started brushing her hair. "We'll have to take you with us and leave you in. .” While he feels that he can still be part of their lives and potentially change their minds and guide them to loving him, somewhere in the back of his mind he knows it is useless.“Oh Alan, I’m so sorry,” she says, slipping from the desk to hug him. “This is why it cannot carry on any longer. Without realizing it, you were falling more and more for me. I love you as a person and a friend, but I cannot go beyond that. My heart belongs to Victoria. It is bad enough I have wronged her by fucking. I was glad that all the lights were off, because I knew they couldn't be watching and I hoped it was pissing them off. I say that because the only light in our bedroom at night was a tiny little night-light that we have against the wall so we don't trip on anything whenever we get up in the middle of the night. I love the way Clark kisses, I always have, the way he is so tender when he touches me. We began under the covers but Clark always likes to kick them off and out of the way when we do. Was women even the right word? The massive bulges in theirbody suits certainly begged the question, yet in every other regard theywere undoubtedly female.James waited a few more minutes, allowing the fog of sleep to dissipatebefore sliding off the mattress and hitting the ground with a thud. Hebegan to stretch his limbs, the latex of his bondage suit creaking as heforced blood to flow to his arms and legs more freely. The room wasslightly cool and he was glad, for once, to have the thick fetish.