“I softly shut the door.”“Do you tell my sister she can no longer come over?”“ ... no.”At long last, I was starting to feel like I’d mas...ered this.Session B131:“Marcie, whenever Lucy says ‘daffodil’, you’re going to reach out and try to take off her top.”Marcie, to no one’s surprise, didn’t respond.I nodded to Lucy.“‘Daffodil’.”Marcie reached out, and tried to remove my sister’s top.Session A186:“You’ve noticed that Lucy hasn’t cum recently.”Nod.“It worries you.”Nod.“If she doesn’t cum, she. So slow! So we're starting to get to the stage where I'll have to take some extra measures to speed things up. I'll give you one more chance... I'll try you out with a few more instructions just as soon as we start up again, to see if any of this has sunk in yet. But, darling, if I find then that you're still not reacting quickly enough... you know, just not getting into the poses quickly enough, or not staying in position, or not understanding my instructions properly... then I'm terribly. She had read my story on the internet and asked me why I didn't post my opinions in it?I explained that I had no real interest in the story but agreed to post Jeff's side of the story. After I had posted it I found I was going to Illinois to help open up a new store. Since Darcy was from there I thought I'd poke around a bit and found a lot of new information.I wasn't sure what to do with it and gave it to Mr. Johnson. It was then that Jeff asked me to write the book and put in all the facts. More than anything I want to go straight to sleep. I want to avoid thinking about the horrible things I did today. But I couldn't. I was forced to relive another horrible day of rape and almost constant humiliation. The only positive I could think of was that I didn't have to have sex with an animal, unless you count those truckers.But as awful as the things Reggie made me do this afternoon were, I'm surprised to realize that it bothers me almost as much that I no longer have any friends. I'm.