I thought that I was tempted by the devil, not that I was the devil.Porn provides carnal knowledge, and often not very well. That was my excuse for no... watching it.Like professional wrestling; the k**s all love it, and everybody else says that it's fake.Whenever I watched porn I thought about other sexual events that I made up in my head, not what I was watching.I hated porn. I wanted something more stronger than the porn that was available to me.I watch it for a little while and then I threw. Here was another barrier I was about to cross, I laid face down on the bed, facing the poolside glass door, Jim got behind me and laid on top of me. I told him to go slow because I was not only had a virgin ass but a very tight one at that. Jim reassured me we would take it as slow as we had to. I could feel the weight of his whole body on top of mine. I could feel his growing cock on the crack of my ass, he was rubbing it all over making himself hard. I felt it growing, all I could think about. You know what I'm doing. You know why I'm here. I stand frozen as your gaze challenges me - taunting me. Will I do it, or am I too afraid? The expression on your face stirs something inside of me. I feel the beginning smoldering of anger. How dare you think I am afraid! That is not the reason I hesitate! How dare you believe that I can not face it! My anger propels me into action and sets my focus on the thing that I have denied for too long - my desire to do this thing. Not for the. Sarah looked at Tommy. She could see he was scared and was probably hoping it was all a dream and that he would wake up soon. But that wasn’t going to happen.“So Tommy, what do you have to say for your self? I bet you’re just thrilled to have been able to get a 16 yr old in bed. You probably think your Mr. Hot Shit for doing that don’t you.”“No Sarah I don’t think that. I would never think anything like that. Your daughter has to be one of the most loving and caring women I have ever met. .