We decided to finger each other until we came. I was a bit nervous, but I went ahead and slipped my right hand over her crotch. I felt her hair in bet...een my fingers. Then, I stuck two fingers inside her vagina, which was wet and warm. I noticed her left hand moving to my recently shaven crotch. She said, “ooo,” because she had never seen or thought about shaving her own vagina. She stuck her fingers inside me and it felt marvelous. I had always wondered what it would be like for another person. I have tried to make up for it. I have tried to prove I’m a good person. I’m not. This story is my confession and my acceptance of what I am deep inside, a closet predator.When we were younger we had fooled around. My older Step-Sister, Kiara, any my younger Step-Sister, Kiana, and I would beg our Step-Dad to let us sleep in the camper we owned. He would relent and the 3 of us would get up in the top bunk and the shorts would come off. We’d enjoy 2 or 3 hours of mutual exploration, put our. I reached shimla and we had to go to her town. We were only five people. Juhi, her younger sister, her parents and me. We stayed in a dharamshala and all other guests had to come after 2-3 days. I use to always look at her face and when she asked me I said he is snatching you from me. In next two days we had to plan for everything. We use to do shopping for whole of the day. 2nd day at 4 pm she told me that we have to go for shopping. When I told her that we have finished all shopping she told. It was a frighyning day and i fell unconscience.the night was waning when i opened eyes! it took me half an hour to regroup myself and to gather some strength. i crowled forward. i was left aghast at the sight in front of me. it was an oasis, surely it was! i really did not know then, how on the earth i was there. smthing must have brought me there. the place was like a dream but was indeed a reality. there were some palms of various kind and the lush was all over the place. i felt the energy.