" I was entranced by his voice and glad to be hearing that he was taking the blame and not pretending that he was her rescuer."It was very scary, yes,...but the awful part was just beginning for me. The bite got infected and they had to amputate the fingers, but I still got a very high fever and was delirious for three days. Candy told them that I saved her life and I suppose that is true, but it was my foolishness that put us both in danger. She blames herself for walking toward the cat's hiding. He turns around and gives her a grizzled look and says, “Old man?”She grins and within seconds she is off the couch, pressing her body against his. Her mouth touches his for a soft, sweet kiss that lasts for only a few seconds.Greyson draws back. “I’m sorry.”It quickly leaves Raven confused and aroused and full of guilt. She presses against him more, standing on her tip toes to reach him, he’d bends his head to meet hers and their second kiss leads to much more.“We can’t do this,” he whispers.. 'I'm living a lie and I need to get out from under as soon as possible.With cheating comes lying, I lied to Sara before. She made me promise nomore lies. I don't want to lie but I have to. I failed a drug test atwork that never should have happened. Random testing needed cause and Inever gave any cause. My boss said he smelled pot on my breath.Impossible. I hadn't smoked in two days. I know it sounds paranoid, butI think I was set up. He lied. Why? How did he know I'd fail a test? No,I'm sorry. I knew I had to have it.I emailed him saying I was a white faggot bottom and I'd do anything for the chance to please him. He responded and we went back and forth a few times. He said he couldn't have anyone over. I didn't want him to come to my place till I knew him. He suggested a bathroom in a local coffee shop where he'd apparently gotten blowjobs from faggots before. I'd never done anything in a public place like that yet but I agreed. I figured I'd at least go meet him.I arrived when and.