" But how can I have many years ahead of me?" He was fifty-seven, hishealth was not great... was he expected to remain like that? "I don'twant to," he...protested. "I was going to kill myself for a reason." Ah yes, your daughter's wedding." Yes. My whole bloody life's been a fuck-up." It's a sad happening, Alec, but you will see that our solution isperfect for you. You are going to live, but it will be a bit different towhat you've been used to." What do you mean?" The lifespan we see for you. Mene kaha sweet heart gand tezi se marbane me hi maza he. Tum bas abhi thoda dard bardast karlo fir badme maza aega. Me bina ruke misile ki raftar se gand marne laga. Unke muh se shhhhhhhhhhhh uimaaaaaaaaaa marrrrrrrrrrr gayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii meriiiiiiiiii tooooooooo ganddddddddddd fattttttttttttttt gaaaaaaaayiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Zaraaaaaaaaaaaaa dhire ohhhhhhhhhhhh yaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Me kahan sunne bala tha unki baton ko ansuna karke paglon ki tarha gand marne me laga tha. Lagatar 20 minit tak mene. I wasdeliberately and happily changing myself from an alpha male to a betafemale if this can be a politically correct term.Wendy felt my uneasiness because she said cheerfully, "I am certain youare going to be happy in your new position, you want it and Linda is avery nice person, she will be an excellent employer for you and if youstay close to her you might solve your life's problem." Thank you for your encouraging words," I said truthfully but Wendy wasmoving ahead already."Right! We still. Better, he said, that she worried about pleasing him, since he was the one who paid for the food on his table. I was lost in the shuffle after that, which suited me just fine. I didn't find out until after church on Sunday that Agnes was invited to Sunday dinner with us too, and she was really dressed up, a lot more than she usually did, just for church.I went and got Tibor at two thirty. My mother and my aunt had been in the kitchen for the past two and a half hours, working on dinner. When I.