He said our department fest is in coming next week. At end of the fest, there are cultural programs, so everyone will be at main auditorium. So at tha... time, we can have fun here. It was a pretty good idea and on other hand I was afraid of doing it in college. After thinking of 2 days, I said yes for it. We both are waiting for that day. The day before that we discussed a lot about who and what we want to do. I want to beauty parlor and waxed all my hair. As usual I went for shopping with my bf. It’s ok if you need to skip something that hits to close to home. You’re not going to hurt my feelings. A lot of people have been hurt by suicide. I understand if you don’t want to talk about it with me. I’m NOT trying to get 500 emails begging me not to do it or 5 asshats giving advice on how to and telling me to Youtube it for their enjoyment.About two months into the initial phase of my illness is when I realized how fucked I truly was. At that point, they hadn’t found a reliable way for me. “Over to you Mike” dave said. Mike took his place behind her sliding into her well used pussy. “You know I hate this but she still feels so good after all this. Make sure you keep her number”. It didn’t take him long as he’d been rubbing his cock whilst waiting. Timed with each thrust “and...that....makes....five” he grunted as he came in her. All the lads high fived and congratulated themselves. Dave grabbed the lead and she got back on to her hands and knees and crawled to the bathroom,. She remembered the feeling of Johnny's knob her hand. The surprised look on his face when she gripped it. She thought about making some smart teasing comment about it, but she didn't.Instead she just winked at her big brother. Just thinking about it now made her blush even though Johnny was long gone now too, just like the store.No one else could see what she was doing, her hand and his hips hidden under the water. The look of panic on his face was the only thing someone would have spotted and.