Lindsey giggled and Mary gasped. Then, Mary shook her head and said "Oh, Honey, I know you want to help, and it warms my heart. But I couldn't watch y...u. I haven't changed that much yet - I may never."Mark managed to soften quickly after that, and they said their goodbyes and left. It was Lindsey who towed Mark right over to the center section. "We'll change the bed when we're done. I need it RIGHT NOW!" she told him as they ducked into the first room. He did not argue.Floyd had agreed to quit. "I told him it probably wasn't jealousy because if either one of them wanted me I might have gone there instead. Aaron looked scandalized — someone would pick another school over his beloved UK."How bad is it?" I asked. "Is it just the spring or is it a whole season?"He told me it was just the spring — for now. I'd been fighting with the NCAA for almost a year. They balked about my decision not to attend Notre Dame — even though the school was supportive of my decision. They changed horses. I introduced Mia and Cathy to Sam and Rebecca, and they started to talk. Meanwhile, Dave and I went upstairs to spray cologne and make ourselves look good. I ate some breath mints and Dave did a few extra pushups to make himself look bigger.We went downstairs and all the girls were outside starting a fire pit. From the looks of it Sam and Rebecca were all ready out of it. Both of them were pretty skinny and it didn't take much for them to get drunk. As the night went on, we all sat around the. They just gave off a threatening and hostile vibe that I went out of my way to avoid them. Instead I preferred the company of the girls. I took a lot of heat all the way through school, and after puberty I began totally embracing my femininity, by overt means, such as, wearing makeup, girlie clothing, and flaunting my transgenderism publicly. And while I was teased and bullied, most of my classmates had grown up with me and had gotten used to me as the school sissy, so I wasn't harassed to the.