Me : na oye na ye galti na karna e zaalim, Apna bi imaan hai.Renu: to kya.Me : to kya to na dalvao m kal dalva lunga.Renu: ok to fir kb aa rhe ho.Me :...badi jaldi h.Renu: hmmm.Me: lene ki ya milne ki.Renu: cheee gande… Bataona kab aaoge.Me: periods kthm ho gye tumhare.?Renu: kyun puch rhe ho.Me: batao na.Renu: hmmm 8-10 din phle hi kthm ho gye.Me: theek h to kal hi aa rha hun.Renu: acha ji or periods aa rhe hote to.Me: to mujhe kutte na kaat h jo m aata..Renu: tumhe bs yahi chahiye.Me: tujhe ni. I awoke alone to the sound of water coming from the shower in my bathroom and my foggy brain turned over. Fuck. The full reality of what I’d just done came to me. I’d just cheated on my wife, again. But this time in our own bed, on the same day as she gave birth to my children! Damn that was so wrong! My guilt nearly dragged me into my own personal hell with the water in the shower turned off and moments later Becky, wearing only a towel came in. “Good, you’re awake. I called Mom and. ” I replied just as his eyes noticed my attire. They trailed the whole length of my body as a little smile started on his face. He seemed a little confused, and at the same time knew what I was about. “What are you doing?” “Just came over to hang out. You?” “Just finishing a movie, come on in.” He had no couches, only two chairs with a table in between. We each took one. He preceded to watch the movie, glancing at me every so often. Only acknowledged by a slight shake of his head. I had sat my. As we both loved fishing and hunting we often slept with each other to get early starts. As my late Mother and Father just couldn,t be bothered to teach me about the basic facts of life it was Butt who showed me explicit hardcore magazines his father had brought back from his time served in the US Army in West Germany which were very i*****l in bible belt America in thev1950s. Those magazines may have had German or Swedish writing, but the photographs needed no commentary as the seemingly happy.